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Always Messing with them Boys
Jessica Helen Lopez       
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Mama

Mama is a boozehound
shefll spit poetry
and bourbon fire from her throat
sheave your heart in a clean split
of mean tongue and a bottle of bad emotions
shefll dethrone what you thought was yours
Molotov your insides like a top]shelf
margarita on the rocks
care little if she spills
down the cleavage of her blouse
a carnival makeshift make]up mouth
spitting wet kisses and
beer]heavy breath
painted lips in
stop sign red
sloppy from the third round

Mama is a pretty lady
sewed up smile
quaint like a rag]time doll
red and bow]like for public
appearances,
mirrors

Mama is a depressed bird
gilded]caged tongue
a ball and chain suffocates
her meaning of life and freedom
plucks at her parrot]plume of poem
bald and ashamed
at the thought that words
ever needed living for
dying for
wishing she felt that way
about her babies
her old man
prose just another
bad habit
praise too addictive

Oh, Sagrado Corazon de Maria!
Oh, Sagrado Corazon de Jesus!

If only I was a praying woman,
ate up the hope for a savior
like a communion wafer
melting beneath the tongue
on another hopeless Sunday
If only I could bleed at the feet, too
like my mother
the martyr
like all mothers are meant to be
heads laid out in a gas stove
while thoughts of sugar plums
dance in the dreams
of children
in the next room

because I
donft pray
I live,

Mama
is a boozehound and I paint
my eyes to look just like hers

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