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Travelled Too Far
It was wishful to hope that the aged starling could fly and make its nest before its younger friend got there−
that indentations in the brook, would smoothen out and churning eddies melt into the smoothness of the clear stream−
that the heart torn apart would not plummet like a stone, to the thudding hardness of the brown ground below−
that I could step out of my dream and find I had arrived unscathed and unscarred−
that those kindled moments of joy would gently leap into flame, and transfix me to where you sat waiting innocent and pure: As I tried to unfold myself and not break the stem.
I should not have bared and stripped my heart naked, for that is when you murmured your knife through me.
I have travelled too far and to all the wrong places. The wait is now futile wrapped in ennui and fatigue; only seldom does fear come as relief, from the boredom of waiting, of waiting for nothing, to happen.
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