VOICES 7
MyselfKa Hea: The Call
To go through rain alone in the deep night
Is never less hard than before or any safer.
But I will find you and speak with you
Out of nothing.
There is no one here. I cannot sing for myself.
How shall I free the body the words need?
I uncover, as I would to you,
Shoulder, breast, belly and thigh.
Under my bare feet, the unshaken cliff, fixed in the ocean.
The firestriking, prised-apart sky beyond my stretching arms.
Rock of my body raked by rain as I wait for the wind
That rises from nothing.
I have never known before now such pure cold
As swirls inside this cliff, beginning to quiver
As the wind collects what is lost still
In thick night.
A soft bite. A shivering. A leap. A ghostly air
Rising where you are.
A night wind blowing time around
Some form of life.
And I sink into rifts in your memory's sleep,
Peaceably falling, I slip into your dream's abyss.
I drift in the endlessly shaken out wind
That endlessly speaks the things I have needed
While it carries me down
Into silence, into safety, into morning,
At the base of the cliff.